Excruciating Pain: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a